Life for Rent- Dido

if my life is for rent,
and i don't learn to buy
i deserve nothing more than i get,
'cause nothing i have is truly mine.

when it's time to rest, i feel like i've had too much of it.
when you crave for fun, it's not always there. and when it gets so weary, everything rushes at you.

so it's either you have something, or you don't. it's just not things, because it's the same with time.

like someone once told me, the middle ground is for losers. it's for dumb people who think they are fantastic, and for great people who have no confidence in themselves.

i think i've become cold. jin and i caught The Lake House the other day; classic sob movie and all, but i didn't shed a single tear like i would have.
i hate it that i'm so into details, because then i won't be affected by such things.

something's wrong and i can't find lisa ono songs. hmm.

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I blogged @ 4:24 PM